as written on; Friday, July 12, 2013

miss?

Eversince we both have started working, sudah jarang nampak each other. one work shift and the other work office hours. oh the sacrifices.. (if you understand what i mean).

Especially now its the fasting month, and i dont get to go home on time for break fast and in the end my husband has to break fast with my mom alone. kesian kan.. i pulak rasa serba salah seh. beh member cakap i sengaja balik lambat tak nak jumpa dia.. ape je!

You see, my work requires me to sometimes work after 6pm. At times i need to be on a stand by for ship arrest and whatnots. it is very challenging. i dont know how to manage if i were to have kids later on.. i dont know how long i should be working this kinda job. a very stressful job.